H.O.P.E

i've hope and i've tried..

i've went and try every single measure possible..

each of it with every single bit of hope i have..

but until now..i haven't succed..not a single streak of light..

i'm desperate..

at this kind of time..

i really doubt friendship..

does people really treasure it..

(not u yana..u always be there for me..moon too)

nobody can help me..

i just need one helping hand..

just one..

oh my god..

maybe i'll cry later..

do you ever had a feeling..

where your heart ache so much..

i think this is one of the most painful stab i had ever had..

i really wanted this..

i don't think i've experience this..

hard to let go..

hard to realize that i won't get it..

i just want to go..

for once and last time...