September 28, 2010
When people make such a fuss on something I didn't really understand, sometimes I feel that I am to naive to know anything. For me, one's problem should be handled by oneself. That doesn't mean you couldn't share it with anyone at all, but I think limitation is good.
It's just my own way of thinking. Unless I met someone who I really care and don't mind share my secret with. I have some people in mind when I'm typing this. These people are really precious that I really don't want to trade with anything else.
Lately, I felt like I'm drowning myself in my own world. I don't know what, but I feel that there is something inside me has changed. It better be a good change because i sincerely think I couldn't handle anything bad more. Not for the time being.
Sometimes, I feel like I'm wearing a mask. Not revealing my true self. Fake smile, fake laugh. Yup, I know I smile a lot, and laugh a lot. Most of it, I'm really laughing from my own will. But there are times, I don't
Seriously, I feel like I'm talking shit right now. *sorry for the improper word*.Even I myself didn't get what I'm trying to say.
I feel that I have to do something with my life if I don't want to keep drowning.
Life is tiring sometimes. :'(