June 30, 2011
June 29, 2011
June 28, 2011
i love the series
but i didn't get the chance to finish the last season until last week
a bit disappointed at the ending because i wish it was more than that
btw anyone wish to watch the complete season 1-4
subscribe to this channel ^^
p/s: teringat dulu-dulu main tag gambar watak dalam english series dekat facebook..huhu
"don't judge me just because of what i love. start judging when you know me enough"
"just because i say it's fine, doesn't mean you can do it again"
" i never regret on my seven years of waiting and i can wait seven more years for someone i care for"
" don't make me choose between things i love because it shows that you don't love me enough"
" i might be a crybaby and a little bit rash, but i'll never hurt others feeling, at least when i'm aware of it"
" stop expecting great things from me when you never believe i can do it"
" i'm loud, i'm overly sensitive and i'm stubborn, love me the way i am"
" when i act like i don't care, i actually care for you more than anything"
" don't say anything you don't mean, don't act like you care, because i'll believe it"
" just because i'm singing, it doesn't me i'm happy and just because i'm talking, it doesn't mean i'm not lonely"
June 27, 2011
woahh woahhh ini punya ada sikit susah
minah jiwang cam i ni mana nak cukup satu lagu je
but biarlah i letak lagu yang tak pernah letak lagi
actually ada dua version untuk lagu ni
ver 1 is by justin guarini and kelly clarkson (eng ver)
ver 2 is by zhang liyin and xiah junsu (korean ver)
the original one is the eng ver
i love both of them
but in the mv aspect i love the k-version
because it has a sad story
and the actors is siwon and hangeng!
i used to remember all the lyrics
but now it all get mixed up with the eng version..lol
this one is kind of personal so i won't give direct answers
because it's too hard to describe in words
but i'm giving one tip instead
the thing is as long as you are being truthful and sincere
any girls would fall for you
and only the worthy man can make a girl's heart beat faster
even if you didn't make any effort
June 26, 2011
to list all of my favourite songs is impossible
it'll take forever
but i'll list the one that cross my mind as i wrote this!
btw, this is not in any particular order
a. it has to be you by super junior yesung
b. dealove by once
c. in my dream by super junior
d. pujaanku by melly goeslow
e. khushiyan aur gham by alka yagnik and udit narayan
f. no other by super junior
g. mimpi yang tak sudah by ibnor riza
h. first love by utada hikaru
i. sway by michael buble
j. tobira wa akete by anza
June 25, 2011
i think this one is too easy
i bet you guys can guess half of it
i mean they are the stars of my heart right??
★ my parents (mom, dad)
★ my brothers (amir, aqim)
★ my other families
★ my bestfriend (yana, farahlina)
★ my "ehem ehem"
★ my nanny's family
★ my future husband
★ my future son and daughters
★ my homeroom teacher (ummi suriyani)
★ myself (because i am precious!)
ohhhh, nampak sangat merepek yang banyak!
June 24, 2011
assalamualaikum and hello!
i've been out of idea to write anything for days
i mean, i keep playing the " ....days challenges instead"
and because i know i won't be able to get consistent
i actually did use the auto-post function well..lol
i have a new topic today
well, it literally came to me tonight
hooyeahh, one more sensitive topic on the way!
usually and mostly a seventeen years old teenage would RARELY agree on any seventy years old grandma said
not only tastes in food, clothing, colour, music genre, type of movies
but almost anything you can imagine
maybe, not everyone would feel like this
but almost everyone would
okay if you say, it makes sense since the generation gap is too wide
how about gap between you and your mum and dad or even your siblings
don't try acting innocent
there will be the time where you guys has different opinion
especially with your parent
in most cases
the differences covers majorly everything
from the simplest issue like
" your mum doesn't like the choice of color for your bedroom"
" your dad think football is way better than soap opera"
and maybe the tougher one like
" your parent disagree on the choice of course you've taken in university"
" they don't like your boy/girlfriend"
whatever it is, when this kind of conflict come
it will not only disturb you emotionally
but it'll shaken your relationship with the people you love
"try turn things around"
i myself find it VERY hard to understand my parent
and the desire to talk back sometimes becomes too intense for me to hold back
i hate making my mum and dad sad
but sometime i just can't help myself
the teenage "rebellion" hormone just takes over my mind
(well, i'm still 20, got less then one year to finish up all the rebellion plans.ahaha)
after years and years
i found some ways to reduce the tension of the generation gap
there is a few method
i. think positively! this method might be a little bit hard, but this is the best one. try to find reasoning behind all the crisis with them
ii. just say yes! try your hardest to agree with everything they say. just bear the fact that you cannot win
iii. put out the flame first. let the topic hanging a bit and try discussing with them again few days after that
iv. just shut your mouth. when those irritating nagging come, don't talk back, just sit and listen. it'll be faster to stop all those unnecessary fight like that
v. just follow their order. this might be the hardest way. but it's also the safest one
if you try one of these method, you'll get less headache but of course more heartache
but better to get hurt than making them hurt
personally, i think generation gap is a unique way to represent certain age
i mean doesn't it sound weird when someone of our parent age like things like
"kpop or concerts"
and it might sounds a little dorky if people of our own age gets too involve in stuffs like
"politics and economy"
this is the natural life cycle
everything in this world need a balance
just try to accept it
wholeheartedly or the other way
p/s: i really need to start doing things i write. i mean thinking positively is easy, but acting positive is damn hard
it's time for song dedication!
for the people :D
Labels: life's guide
actually this is one irrelevant post
because no way i have only ten things that i love
but well, just play the game :D
okay, but i'm going to exclude things cheesy like my family, my best friend , my wallet etc
because of course everyone know that!
#one: my spectacles
for those who knows about my bad eyesight. you would understand. there is no way i can live safely in a day without my spectacles! i would be like the blind losing her cane!
#two: my lappy
this is one precious thing. i get this only after so much struggle. and i use my own money instead of my parent's. i'm quite proud of it because amir's lappy (my brother) was bought using our parent's. well, he deserve it. he studies hard enough to get that. and there is no way i can live without it. it's a must!
#three: internet connection
this doesn't really need an explanation. i'm an internet addict. i need it more than i need foods (literally).
well, i do exaggerate but that is how much i need it.haha
#four: my hand phone
you might get a little surprised that this comes at the fourth place. well, idk why but my hand phone functions as mp3 more than as a phone. you guys get it right? well, i rarely text anyone, i used it only for important calls. omg i sounds like an old woman, not a 20 years old! well, i do need my phone but not as much as i need my laptop
#five: my wristwatch
when i'm going out and i'm not wearing it, i feel uneasy. it has become a habit but a good one. i really need my wristwatch anywhere. and i set it ten minutes faster than the real time. yeah, i sometimes like to procrastinate. so i need to set it earlier.lol
#six: my earpiece/earphone/headphone
i need this. i use this mostly all the time. when i listen to music on my phone. when i watch dramas and movies in my laptop. this is crucial
#seven: my black eyeliner
i never thought it will be in the list. i need this everyday. and i didn't wear it too much to make me look like a crazy bitch. just a necessity.
#eight: my hard disk drive
i'm a complete geek! how come half of the things i listed down are related to technologies?!
no doubt i'm a computer science student.haha! and for drama addict like me, my hdd is like a life savior.
no doubt i'm a computer science student.haha! and for drama addict like me, my hdd is like a life savior.
ouhhh, i'm over exaggerating again!
#nine: my treasure box
well, it's just an ordinary paper box that i bought in hinode's shop. but the content is what counts. everything important in my life are there. some people may call it junk, but for me it's the token from every part of my life so far. maybe i should made an entry about it someday : )
#ten: my super junior box and posters
full with my super junior collections. i know i don't bring that everywhere. but the thought of knowing it's somewhere safe made me happy! yes, i'm super junior's addict! my bad ;p
June 23, 2011
woot woot! i found another 30 days challenge games
but i think this one is a lot easier!
btw yg dulu punya version pun tak buat-buat lagi..haha
nak buat caner
ilham takde..ngeh ngeh
day 01 - your favorite song
day 02 - your least favorite song
day 03 - a song that makes you happy
day 04 - a song that makes you sad
day 05 - a song that reminds you of someone
day 06 - a song that reminds you of somewhere
day 07 - a song that reminds you of a certain event
day 08 - a song that you know all the words to
day 09 - a song that you can dance to
day 10 - a song that makes you fall asleep
day 11 - a song from your favorite band
day 12 - a song from a band you hate
day 13 - a song that is a guilty pleasure
day 14 - a song that no one would expect you to love
day 15 - a song that describes you
day 16 - a song that you used to love but now hate
day 17 - a song that you hear often on the radio
day 18 - a song that you wish you heard on the radio
day 19 - a song from your favorite album
day 20 - a song that you listen to when you’re angry
day 21 - a song that you listen to when you’re happy
day 22 - a song that you listen to when you’re sad
day 23 - a song that you want to play at your wedding
day 24 - a song that you want to play at your funeral
day 25 - a song that makes you laugh
day 26 - a song that you can play on an instrument
day 27 - a song that you wish you could play
day 28 - a song that makes you feel guilty
day 29 - a song from your childhood
day 30 - your favorite song at this time last year
this is one hard question. there are many things i wish to have. but this one is the one i wish to have in near future or wishes that i have been having as long as i can remember :D
- SPAO Bag
- Fuji Mini Instax 7
- Ipod Touch
- Trip to Korea
- Complete Collection of Super Junior Albums
- Good University Grades
- Learn Hangul
- Lose Weight <--HAHA
- Own My Own Place and Car
- One Secret Wish
June 22, 2011
i think this goes the same to everyone:
i. i love you
ii. i miss you
iii. stop picking fight with me
iv. i'm not that nice
v. i do mind
vi. it hurts when you say that
vii. i'm tired of all this
viii. look at me once a while
ix. stop being so selfish
x. stop ordering me around, i hate it
June 21, 2011
first and foremost assalamualaikum and errmmm (check the clock) and good early morning :)
it's actually some kind of weird typing about my future in this kind of hour where people normally are sleeping.
but i have been thinking
no i had always been thinking
but the answer never finds me neither do i find them
i really am in a desperate need of passion and dream
i mean, it's like being in a dark tunnel
where i have no idea where am i marching forward to and at the same time
I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT SHOULD I DO ON THE WAY TOWARDS MY DESTINY
blahhh, this sounds cheesy
okay let's make this understandable
i bet you guys too have been asked the same question
"what do you want to be in the future?"
"what do you dream to be when you are older?"
and usually i never gave a definite answer
because i have no idea.
it's shameful to admit this
but i'm 20 now and i still don't get to find out what my real dream is
the feeling, you know
i have been doing what others people do instead of doing what i want to do
ohhh, now i'm really feeling down
i'll shall continue later on
with more rational judgement up in my head
#flying cockroaches #pimples #examinations #nagging #rude people #my grades #feelings of insecurity #rempit #haters #politics
#backstabbers #crossing roads #flu #messy room #my weight #anonymous #ghosts stories #alarm clock #assignments #lizard
and the thing that i hate most is
falling in love but never dare to confess
June 20, 2011
ten out of thousands things that i love
in no particular order
♥ sitting and listening to the sound of the beach ♥
i barely went to the beach, but every time i did go, i'll cry especially during sunset
♥ singing in karaoke ♥
i don't know if this is because of the singers and actors blood in me or just because it's fun
but i love it! especially when i did it with farahlina
♥ watching dramas or movies, alone ♥
this sounds weird, but i enjoy it very much. i really don't like people bothering me when i watch movies. it's kind of annoying. i'm quite focus when i do something especially things i love. i even go watch movies in the cinema alone, not once but more than three times! btw, i still love watching movies in the cinema with my friends!
♥ korean variety shows ♥
i love it! it's hilarious! it's crazy! it's entertaining!
♥ reading novels ♥
even though i'm obsessive over hallyu waves but i never and will never forget this one favourite past time of mine. usually i go for something like historical romance, magic and adventure, vampires, romantic comedy etc
♥ shoes ♥
i think i like shoes more than i like clothes and bags. even though i don't have the power to by anything i want now, but i always had my eyes on shoes. especially stilettos!
♥ my blog and writing ♥
i always mention this. i love writing and of course i love my blog! how much lack of personalities, lack of authenticity, lack of content it is, i still love my blog.this [milky way] big
♥ my 147 piece of manga ♥
i just love them! i have been collecting them since i was sixteen but i have to stop because my mum hate it. i will recollect them when i have my own place and my own money..hehe
♥ my cat ♥
even though he doesn't count as a thing, but i love my cat. even when he never let us touch him, even when he act good only when he is hungry, even when he always bother me at night, even when he lacks enthusiasm needed as a cat
♥ the feeling when he calls my name ♥
i don't need to explain this one *blush*
June 19, 2011
lol, i was tweeting when i feel like reading from the @zodiaczone
i go to take a peek
and look what i've found
#Aquarius like to be involved in groups and organizations that make a difference in society.
#Aquarius need to learn when to shut down as their brain can become overactive, especially at night
#Aquarius ave very inspirational views of the world and even if their opinions are too different
#Aquarius rules the lower limbs and ankles.
#Aquarius are determined and forceful in how they deal with people.
No matter how close #Aquarius get to their partner. There's always a part they reserve for themselves
#Aquarius seek one who is an idealistic free spirit.
#Aquarius have a feeling of unity with nature and a desire for knowledge and truth that makes them admirable.
#Aquarius hate to be tied down.
#Aquarius seldom allow themselves to be put into a position where they might seem to be less than perfect.
#Aquarius is rudeness, resentment, and the silence that may burst out suddenly in extreme temper
#Aquarius dislike interference by others, however helpfully intended, and will accept it only on their own terms.
#Aquarius tend to contradict or add to whatever has already been proven, accomplished, or accepted as truth
#Aquarius need to be free to be on their own.
#Aquarius love the unusual and often surprise those around them with their quirky personality traits
#Aquarius find it easy to entertain abstract thought and concepts. They enjoy thinking outside the box.
#Aquarius can be eccentric in fresh original ways, or negatively... they can be stubborn and opinionated.
#Aquarius tend to be rebels just for the sake of having their own way.
If #Aquarius attempts at changing the world come up empty. They're satisfied with the knowledge they at least tried
#Aquarius can never measure their strength until the body is strained to its very limit
#Aquarius are progressive thinkers and are great at forming new ideologies.
#Aquarius will keep up on the current trends. But its dissatisfying for them to do what everyone else is doing.
Full of surprises, #Aquarius simply cannot be happy or fulfilled unless they are free to do as they like.
#Aquarius are quick, active and persevering without being self-assertive.
#Aquarius eager to stay on the course they imagined for themselves. Just to see where it leads.
Its not on top of #Aquarius listand But finding a forever love is one of their life priorities
btw, this is just for fun!
opppss.. almost forgot about this
well, i actually have done this "facts about me" thing
but i have the time to waste today :P
warning: epic randomness
a. my bedroom
fact: i just repaint my bedroom after 10 years
fact: i choose a very childish colour , pink and green
fact: my room is so messy right now because i don't have the idea how to redecorate it yet
babble: ahhh, i wish i have the money for the decoration
b. my secret wish
fact: i have tons of wish but only one secret wish
fact: i have been wishing for it for nearly 7 years now
fact: i'm bad in letting go of things
fact: i can be this determined if i want
babble: ahhhhh, wish i can have this kind of determination when i comes to studying
c. my bestfriend
fact: i have a bestfriend and she is so nice to me
fact: i feel like i'm drifting away from her
fact: it's my fault
fact: i miss her and i love her
babble: ahhhh, i will call her soon, maybe ask her out somewhere
d. my weakness
fact: usually i would say i'm a perfectionist
fact: that is not a lie
fact: i have one more weakness
fact: i have some kind of complex about myself being not good enough
fact: it always make me feel down
fact: i always gets too attached to things
babble: ahhhh, i should read more motivational book instead of the cheesy romance
e. my type
fact: i think bad boys is interesting, not romantically
fact: i like neat person, it's okay to be stylish, as long it doesn't look like beggars clothing
fact: i think guys wearing plaids or caps are hot ( the 'neatness' is still a factor)
fact: i don't usually have a crush, but once i did, it always stays for a long time
fact: but even though they are nothing above but nice to people, i would probably like them
babble: ahhh, i should stop watching romantic movies
f. my biggest lie
fact: when i say "it's okay"
fact: when i say "i'm okay"
fact: when i say "i don't care"
fact: when i say " i'm don't mind"
babble: ahhhhh, i should be more truthful to people and myself
g. my bad quality
fact: i am stubborn
fact: i am loud
fact: i am the queen of procrastination
fact: i am bad in waking up at the right time
fact: i tend to rebel when i'm being ordered too much
fact: i daydream
babble: ahhh, i should change. fast.
h. my sense of taste
fact: i am crazy about durian
fact: i love cold fruits (means the refrigerated one)
fact: i don't really like dark chocolate
fact: i prefer ice-cream than cakes
fact: i used to hate mcd's french fries
fact: i prefer sour than sweet, sweet than salty
fact: i always crave for things
babble: ahhh, i should direct my interest into something beneficial instead
i. my mother
fact: i kind of have love-
hate relationship with her
fact: we never/rarely agree on anything
fact: i admire her patient
fact: i undoubtedly love her
fact: no matter what, she is my mother and i'm proud of her
babble: ahhh, maybe i should be less stubborn
j. my health
fact: i have bad eyesight
fact: i get flu easily
fact: i have sensitive gums
fact: i tend to get sickness related to stomach
fact: rarely get a fever
babble: why on earth i'm telling this?!