June 21, 2011

i can't figure out my dream and passion (part one)

first and foremost assalamualaikum and errmmm (check the clock) and good early morning :)

it's actually some kind of weird typing about my future in this kind of hour where people normally are sleeping.
but i have been thinking
no i had always been thinking
like forever
but the answer never finds me neither do i find them

i really am in a desperate need of passion and dream

i mean, it's like being in a dark tunnel
where i have no idea where am i marching forward to and at the same time
I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT SHOULD I DO ON THE WAY TOWARDS MY DESTINY

blahhh, this sounds cheesy

okay let's make this understandable

i bet you guys too have been asked the same question
"what do you want to be in the future?"
"what do you dream to be when you are older?"

and usually i never gave a definite answer
why?!
because i have no idea.

it's shameful to admit this
but i'm 20 now and i still don't get to find out what my real dream is
the feeling, you know
it sucks

i have been doing what others people do instead of doing what i want to do
ohhh, now i'm really feeling down
i'll shall continue later on
with more rational judgement up in my head 



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