July 26, 2011

the feeling when you're reading your past

i never thought reading back the stuffs that i wrote back on my days in boarding school could be such a joyful yet mixed with sad feelings? i never thought that my life at that time could be that interesting. i laugh at the way i wrote my feelings, the way i babble in that diary. 

the most importantly, seriously i sound so naive back then. i took everything seriously, i listened to every word and gesture made by everyone and felt it in my heart

i think i like my past self way better. so optimistic, energetic, cheerful, obedient, and strives hard to achieve what she want. i sound so alive.

i think deciding to write a diary on that year was a right decision

so right and i actually thanked to my fourteen years old self for deciding about that

i should start writing back.

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