Thinker Belle

Dear friends,
Since my last sharing on How To Feel Better About Yourself? last year seems to be quite popular, I've been trying to find another relatable topic that I can talk about with everyone. While I am not a professional, I am quite glad that some of you find a little solace while reading what I wrote last time. I guess we aren't very different after all. Almost everyone is experiencing the same feeling of uncertainties during the pandemic, and if we don't try to find a healthy outlet and a good way to manage it, the anxiety could actually be too overwhelming to overcome. 

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Dear friends,

How are you? Or to be specific, how are you feeling? Is life dragging you down recently? Because I feel like mine does. Although incomparable to the sufferings of people who are having it worse; this year has been very challenging for me, especially when it comes to my mental state. It is very hard to stay positive, to keep on the bubbly and happy mask when you keep on hearing bad news days after days. It is very tough to keep up with that good spirit when everything in the world is basically trying to hack away the last of it anyway. And I'm sure many of you are feeling it too. 

Annyeong, friends!

Fangirl Anis is back. As some of you might have seen on my Instagram, I went to IU's first concert in Malaysia last December. To be completely honest, I didn't really want to go initially because the ticket was pricier than normal and I've also gone to the GFriend and D&E Concerts earlier in the same year. But well, I ended up purchasing it anyway because let's be real, it's IU! I've been listening to her since like forever and she is such a versatile musician, it would be such a shame if I missed it.

Wow, the year is ending, 2020 is no more a distant future and I am stepping into literally the last year of my twenties. That is definitely a lot to process and will take me a while to fully digest. To be honest, I am currently in a mental situation where there are a lot of things that feel surreal, a little numbing and confusing. Somehow, 2019 feels like a missed potential. Despite having so many things that happened this year, I feel like it went by too fast. This could be the hormone, the lack of sleep or the melancholy of having to say goodbye to a pretty much life-defining decade of my life talking but yeah, I am a bit sad to bid this year farewell.

Hello, friends!

I am back to give you a little update on my life- you know, just in case there is someone who still cares to read this abandoned blog (or any story about me) LOL. First of all, yes, I am alive and well, to be honest, I'm actually feeling better these days too! There were so many things going on with my life recently; or more accurately this year (and some are still ongoing) that I just can't find the peace of mind nor the will to sit and blog something. Am I losing my inspiration? I don't know. I have been feeling a little discouraged about blogging but well that's more of a passing thought than a permanent sentiment so I am sure I'll be able to pick myself up sooner or later.

Annyeong, friends.

I would like to wish you a happy new year! Can't believe 2018 is over and now we're just one year away to 2020. Sigh, 2020! I used to think that it would be a way too far in the future but look at us, waltzing into 2019 in just a blink. Maybe because how the government used to talk about the year 2020 (Wawason 2020 if you know what I mean) and all the aims they had for the country when I was younger, I always imagined that people would be going around in flying cars by the time. I know now that's probably a bit far-fetched of a dream but looking at the development of technologies so far, I guess humanity did pretty good at the moment. We have self-driving cars and mobile phones that unlock itself with just a single look, so that's quite cool, don't you think?

Annyeong, friends! 

Every new year, I usually will make a personal list of items that I wish to have; sort of my random items bucket list, but for this year I thought I should make it public lol. One of the reason is that my birthday is coming (ahemm..ahemm) and I thought it would make it easier for some friends who want to get me something (ahemm..ahemm) that I would actually use. Post inspiration comes from Eros (fishmeatdie.com) and Tammy (plusizekitten.com) who did this on their blogs before. Of course, this is more of a reference and to be honest, I don't care what I get, I would appreciate even just a handwritten letter or card as long as you are thinking of me.  Plus, I lost the paper where I wrote my wishlist last year so I think putting it on the blog would be a better choice this time instead. 

OMG, I can't believe that 2016 is going to be over in a few hours!! This year has been a hell of a ride with a lots of ups and downs, and plenty of firsts. I've experienced so much changes in these past twelve months that I can truly feel like I'm growing more as an individual. Therefore, before I'm starting my new year, I think it's time to highlight some of the important events in this year so I could take a look back at it whenever I want in the future to remind myself how blessed am I at this point of life.

Hello guys!

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I've been MIA again right?! Actually my lack of updates is again due to my asthmatic problem which has turned to be a bit hard to control ever since the haze started get worse about one month ago. I even went to ER (twice) and the doctor latest diagnosis on me aside from the asthma was 'almost pneumonia'. Yeah, it's that bad but it was not shocking to me. I pretty much expected it because how the heck am I going to do the 'mind control' thing I usually do during my asthma attacks when I myself know I can't really avoid the smell of something burning that keeps on infiltrating my whole house all the time. 

Hello guys!

It's a bit late but I would still want to wish you guys a 'Selamat Hari Raya'! How was it for you guys? As for me, I didn't travel back to my 'kampung' (mom's hometown) this year and celebrated the Eid in Kuala Lumpur instead because my grandma was here at that time. So, we had our small gathering at our aunt's house for the celebration.

Hello Guys!

Miss me? I've been missing in action for a few days because I was busy playing games with my brothers. That's why I tried to not start because once I start I tend to play for days (as in 24 hours is not enough sense) and it was even worse since this time it's Dota that I was playing. LOL! Anyway I finally get to tear myself away from the game for a bit so yeah I'm here to do the '11 Things You Don't Know About Me' tag that I got from a fellow blogger +Jannah Md Isa who blog at fleurnotes so check her blog out if you want :)

So here we go;