October 30, 2011

I always feel bad when~

      You know, I feel bad talking bad about people. But sometimes, I feel that I need to talk bad about people so that I won't feel as bad when people talk bad about me. Sometimes, I wonder after all nice stuffs I've done for them, and usually I don't really ask for anything in return, why does people always make me feel bad? 

      I don't think this just happen to me. I might have done the same things to others without me realizing it. But I always tried not to hurt anybody. A single word or even gesture could break someone heart, and people around us don't necessarily think like we always do.

      When talking about trying to make people happy, there is one fact that no one could cast aside. That is , no matter how hard you try, you won't get to satisfy everyone. Life is just like that. It sucks in many ways, but there will always be some beautiful  moments, hidden behind every hardship we face.

      One biggest challenge in my life so far is trying to think positive all the time. I can't stop myself from doubting the people around me. Thinking stuffs like "Do they actually like me?" or "Maybe they hate me?" 


      I am paranoid. Most of the time. I just can't take the fact that I'm being hated by anyone. If you ask me, among all of the things in the world, what is the one thing that I could not handle as well as the others? It's not bad grades, sickness, or even having a financial problem. The one thing that I'm not capable of handling is the fact that somebody hates me or angry at me. It kills me.

     I can handle being scolded but not being hated. I hate it when people ignore me. Even if they are having a bad day, or bad mood. I think it's rude to blame the others for it. I hate when I'm trying to ask something , and someone is having a bad mood, I'll be the one who need to handle that. I mean, I could try to be a little understanding and leave that person alone but is it necessary to 'bark' at me? So not cool.

     The problem is, even people do that to me , I will never and ever get the courage to do the same to other people. This is the point when I start to get sick and stressed out because of other people. What sucks is, that particular person doesn't even realize that I'm stressed out because of him or her.

     Sometimes, there are days when I really hope that I could be 'less nicer'. But I just can't. Take it or leave it. This is just me.

let's learn: internet short forms

assalamualikum and hey hey people
i'm so tired lately, and i got sick a lot these days
and i am now *sneezing*

so, today i want to share some internet short forms that people always use
at least you wont feel like a noob when you came across any of this

i'll put some basic one and some less known
hope it'll be a good info :DD

brb - be right back
a/s/l - age/sex/location
fyi - for your information
btw - by the way
wb  - welcome back
mmk - hmm okay
ttyl - talk to you later
mia - missing in action
rotfl - rolling on the floor laughing
lol - laughing out loud
lmao - laughing my ass off
l8r - later
ily - i love you
asap - as soon as possible

there are a lot more than these
but have fun using this around

till next post~ bye ^^

October 22, 2011

Super Junior Moments [Part 1]

assalamualaikum and hey hey peeps ^^

been awhile since i last feed you with more super junior addiction
now, let see super junior moments!

mistake? adlibs? jokes? play? accidents?
everything, they have done it!

let see the part 1, 2, 3 and 4 first
credit to 41lumiere who made this :DDDD

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

it's a compilation of performance before the 5th jib comeback though 
but believe me
it's worth watching..haha

October 20, 2011

which one are you?

hey people ! it's me LittleCho (i posted this just for you guys ^^)
specially for my gryff mates!

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to cont...rol emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE.
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy!!. Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! and quiet the charmer. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.likes to keep theyre crushes kinda secret.pretty much flawless.
Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic.. Hot but has brains.
Hella sexy, loves sex n making luv, tends to be SOOOOO hott!! Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a JUNE brithday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!!
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter.
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Loves freedom. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited .

Gryffindor Hearts Slytherin~ Could it be possible~?? ^^

assalamualaikum and hey hey peeps
i found this on one of my fav gryffindor site

but this music video is wayyy cute

is it possible?
plus love knows no boundaries right, that what's snape's been teaching us all along~

p/s: and draco malfoy is cute and he is a slytherin. me? i'm forever a gryffindor! the sorting hat chooses for me himself! go pottermore :D

October 19, 2011

My Hand Hurts TT~ It's Multitasking Bebeh!

cr: thedevelopmentcommittee

assalamualaikum and hey hey peeps ^^

i think most of us already gone into sleep
i cant, because i have tons of work to do
even i don't have to submit it tomorrow
but almost 75% of my assignment due on the same day which is the next Thursday

so hectic~~ TT aigooooo

tadi buat java programming, start around 9 pm, till 1 am
4 hours for two java question?
awesome, #macammananakjawabexam

mehh tengok kerja i for this week saja 

- Network and System Admin: peer to peer network setup *tak sempat nak practice, sok dah kena demo*
- Data Communication and Networking: quiz on chapter 2 and assignment one with minumum of typed 3 page essay~
-Cisco - Lab Practice to be submitted
- Ethinic: Test Chapter 1,2,3!!
- BEL: draft benefits of drinking cofee~~

okay, pening sudah
bye nak sambung balik ^^

October 18, 2011

KPOP Medley (Choir) ~

i was getting ready to start doing my assignments
when i came across this video
and i couldn't stop myself from sharing this with you

it's a collection of kpop song performed in a choir
what's so interesting and special is the singers
most of them are like our grandpas and grandmas

so it's awesome!

watching the whole video, i got goosebumps everywhere
no wonder people are crying
i guess it might be their mum or dad, or grandma and grandpa performing
but still, it's one of a kind and a great performance

btw this are the songs they sang in the performance
2NE1- I Don't Care
SNSD- Genie
IU & Seulong - Nagging
2PM - Heartbeat
Shinee- Ring Ding Dong
Secret - Shy Boy
GDragon - Heartbreaker 
2AM - Can't let You Go Even If I Die

life's guide: come one people, common sense please

assalamualaikum and hey hey peeps ^^

topic kita today is common sense
selama i hidup 20 tahun ni, i tak pernah terfikir yang i akan terjumpa orang yang takde common sense
or maybe ada tapi buat-buat macam tak ada

so okaylah
atas dasar tanggungjawab kepada masyarakat
i dengan ini nak bercakap pasal common sense
so that, maybe akan berkurang golongan yang tak ada common sense kat atas muka bumi ini

nak pendekkan cerita
mari kita bagi contoh perbezaan orang ada common sense dengan yang takde

Situasi 1
Anda sedang berjalan ke kelas, masa on da way tu, ada bekas air yang dibuang kat tengah jalan.So apa yang anda akan lakukan?
People with common sense: Kutip sampah itu and campak masuk dalam tong sampah
People without or with less common sense: Ehh, ada orang buang je sampah kat sini. Okay lah kalau aku buat kan? *sambil mencampak tisu ke lantai*
Situasi 2
Anda menumpang di bilik/rumah saudara-mara/kawan anda. Apa yang anda patut buat?
People with common sense: Akan tolong kemas, tak akan membazir elektrik and air, and sedar diri yang diri tu menumpang, so akan cepat-cepat blah sebelum orang start jadi fed up
People without common sense or less: Goyang kaki, online pakai elektrik 24 jam, tak reti tutup lampu and tak reti nak mengemas langsung.

sesungguhnya, common sense is something yang kita perlu praktikkan even on simplest thing in life. paling penting you have to be 'celik' lah. ni dok menonong buat hal sendiri. mana nak sedar kan?


entri ini tiada ada kena mengena dengan sesiapa 
so silalah bukak mata anda sebelum kami bukak mulut okay

okay bai~

*entri ini memang cynical, mintak ampun, tapi dah geram sangat*

October 17, 2011

if you think "what so special about fan girls? i don't get it", you should read this


cr: leilockheart

assalamualaikum and hey hey peeps ^^

well, i missed you guys
and newsflash: a-cha promotion period is done
so the super junior boys are going to prepare for ss4 world tour
*hoping malaysia is in the list*

i just came back from class, ate lunch cooked by farah *hugs*
and online, when i saw this interesting article in facebook

cr: steambunsforsale

What a psychologist says about fangirls:
A psychologist says:
“Don’t underestimate those children who chase after Korean celebrities, their hearts are purer than anyone else, they love courageously, they will want to try their best to tackle difficult obstacles, the language and cultural barriers.
They symbolise peace, they don’t discriminate based on race, they befriend people with the same interest from different countries, they’re more passionate and warm than anyone else.
They don’t betray the ones they like easily, they are persistent and don’t give up easily.
They are stronger than anyone else on the inside, because when they are loving these Korean stars, they experience the setbacks they’ve never experienced in life.
They are all sensitive children, easily touched to tears for a long time because of one incident. Through investigation, most of them understand gratitude.
Their way of thinking is different from others, they don’t easily get carried away by love, they don’t harbour thoughts of doing bad things, and their criteria when looking for a partner is very high, other than looks, personality is more important, so the rate of marriage isn’t high, but neither is the rate of divorce.
Their memory is very good, they can easily remember the korean lyrics they don’t understand, and their coordination skills are also very strong.
Most of them are cheerful children, not the kind who keep to themselves.
Their will of determination is also very strong, they are able to persevere all the way just to buy something related to the celebrity they like.
In short, the way these children think is vastly different from others, and their thoughts are not easy to understand. Generally, only those who have similar interests are able to enter their world.”
Source + Original Article (on pic) :: http://i52.tinypic.com/am9jba.png Translations :: sixbyul.tumblr.com

it's awesome beyond words
and maybe some of you guys might be able to understand our mind a little :D

October 11, 2011

Goodbye Rain Oppa!

assalamualaikum and hey hey peeps!

siapa yang pernah tengok Full House?
or Ninja Assasin?
or Fugitive, Plan B?
so mesti lah korang kenal Rain kan?

hari ni, 11 october 2011, rain telah officially masuk military just like others south korean man
mesti ramai fans rain yang sedih kan?

apa-apa pun tunggulah rain keluar lagi 3tahun plusminus ^^

jangan benci lecturer anda

assalamualaikum and hey hey peeps

okay i ada topik panas (suam-sua kuku je sebenarnya)
 ada satu kelas ni, cikgu dia sangat lah kepala angin, bila student tanya soalan, dia refuse nak jawab, bila student tak paham or tak tahu nak buat, dia marah kenapa tak tanya.

korang pernah tak lalui situasi ni?

okay, to be frank, that student is me and my fellow course mates
and that teacher is one of the lecturer who teaches us

the thing is, we don't get her
cuba korang bayangkan, kitorang kena buat satu assignment ni
dah lah dia tak bagi guideline nak buat macam mana
and which assignment yang kena buat
bila kita tanya dia buat-buat bodoh je

ada one class tu, she asked us to buat satu exercise ni
but when kitorang tanya balik yang mana satu (sebab dia ada banyak pecahan, dia buat donoooo je)

belum lagi lecture dia 
my friend cakap, dia rasa macam tengah dengar orang bagi presentation instead of mengajar

korang paham kan maksud bagi presentation instead of mengajar?

and now, kitorang satu kelas dok confuse which exercise yang kena buat
my friend bagi cadangan suruh buat je semua exercise termasuk yang pecahan-pecahan, sub unit dia.

sumpah gila okayy

marah? memang. tapi mama kita pesan, jangan benci lecturer, nanti tak berkat ilmu
so mari tarik nafas dalam-dalam kejap

huuuuuuuhahhhhhhhuuuuuuuhahhhhhh *tarik nafas*

so korang rasa patut tak kitorang complain pasal cikgu tu?
i mean, ni baru sebulan belajar
kalau the whole semester berterusan macam ni , mau fail satu kelas

tapi macam tak sampai hati pun ada
sedihhh kan?

okay lah, that's all so far
i sebenarnya nak luahkan perasaan je
dah lega sikit, so boleh lah buat exercise a. dan seterusnya tu
hahahaha! fighting!!

ohhh and happy birthday HENRY MOCCHI!!! WE LOVE YOU!!
i know, but it's better late then never right?!
(been busy these days, nak buat graphic comel2 pun tak sempatt, so pinjam orang sajaaa)

October 08, 2011

Super Junior A-Cha! Music Core [111008]!!!

assalamualaikum and hey hey peeps

i've been neglecting you guys and not updating super junior a-cha performance as much as i did during mr.simple
i'm really don't have the time, plus i just got my internet connection back like, 2 days ago

btw, i still haven't founr today's music core performance
i'll edit later

but i found out that leeteuk had to be sent to the hospital for iv drip
he's been so busy with the comeback, hello baby and the rumored wgm with kang sora
well, as for wgm, we'll find it out later today :))

p/s: let's trend #getwellsoonleeteuk on twitter. the schedule really wears him up. TT

this is all business guys :D

assalamualaikum and hey hey peeps ^^

harini ada cerita bodoh
tapi lepas pikir-pikir rasa macam bodoh sangat
so cancel , tak jadi bagitau
buat malu diri sendiri je

jadi, instead mari kita tengok ni

moral of the story:

be a brilliant business man, but never cheat! 

October 06, 2011

absurdity beyond control

who is a big fan of harry potter?

i'm sure am lucky today
to experience a class as dreadful as Snape's

gottta go now
i'm logging in without permission
before i get crusified by the lovely by the some-know-who teacher

p/s: the internet connection is as dreadful as the class itself, they expect the whole class to download google earth software and want us to be done in no time?

what a day -__-"

October 04, 2011

real story

when tired = sleep
when stress = eat

when anis is tired and stressed, sleep and eat

nowadays is so hectic
sudden change in lifestyle
really tore me down

p/s: i've been missing a LOT, blogging and super junior a-cha performance
give me a big FIGHTING!