January 31, 2011

Reblog: Real Cndition, Malaysian Student in Egypt

Got this from Anis Adira's blog which she reblogged from Ariff Shah's blog
Hope you guys will read, reblog, retweet or share this on facebook
Pray for our friends in Egypt
Salam Ariff, saya Nadia, a student in Egypt.
Ariff, kini saya berada di Malaysia kerana pulang untuk winter break, but when I got home, the condition in Egypt somehow got worse about the Hosni Mubarak thingy. Ramai yang sangka keadaan kat sana adalah okay, mengikut kata Jabatan Penuntut Kaherah Mesir dan Kedutaan Malaysia di sana, but there are parts that they don’t know:
Di tempat saya Mansoura, people got killed on the streets, houses are getting robbed and they are aiming to attack Malaysian students. There are about 6000 prisoners on the streets! Pelajar kita di Alexandria dirogol, airport dibakar dan anggota polis tidak lagi menjalankan tugas mereka.
Kita memohon supaya kerajaan Malaysia memandang serius hal ini. Bukan sahaja di Mansoura, malah di seluruh Mesir keselamatan rakyat kita terancam.
Segala update berkenaan keadaan di sana boleh dibaca melalui blog Krisis Mesir, Nasib Pelajar Kita
Jika ada cadangan di luar sana untuk membantu kami mendapatkan perhatian kerajaan Malaysia, sila hubungi Nurul Nadia Binti Md Zin di 017-3193923
Atau melalui:
Twitter: DyyaDizarch
Blog: Nadia-ism
YM: nadia_mdzin2001@yahoo.com

Please let all Malaysians know about this. I will do the same but I need your help too especially to all the bloggers out there. May Allah save our citizens there.
- Nadia

January 30, 2011

i don't want to waste my birthday

30 Januari 2011
It's raining since morning and it didn't stop yet
I dont want to waste my birthday sitting at home, playing laptop

So sad
It's holiday, It's my birthday but I don't get to go anywhere -_-"
By the way, thanks everyone for the wish
Even if the one i waited for didn't arrive

To Liyana Zainal
I'm sorry about the Genting trip
Wanna go but my mum and dad words are more important

And to Liyana's Alif
Happy Birthday too!

what i wish for on my 20th birthday

i don't need a fairy tale
all i wanted is someone that care for me
and will always be there through thick and thin

and because i hope that person is you
i keep wishing

January 27, 2011

to someone who is three days older.liyana zainal

wishing you a happy 20th birthday
love you
have a wonderful year ahead

thanks a lot and once again
love you miss-future-judge

January 26, 2011

when leeteuk looks even prettier than me

lol! i found this on atheera unnie's blog
my my.. even leeteuk looks cuter than me
i was like wth?

come on anis, lets lose some weight!
look at his waist! so small..
again. wth?!

January 21, 2011

30 days blog challenge version 2 (second try after i failed the first one) ^^

I actually had tried doing this before because I failed.
I wanna do this again
But the other version of it
I might not be posting everyday because of a bit busy with campus life
But whatever, since this is my blog, my rule! ^^
So enjoy!

P/s: Thanks Cik Epal for this :)

30 Things in 30 Days Challenge

Day 1 — Your favorite song
Day 2 — Your favorite movie
Day 3 – Your idea of the perfect first date.
Day 4 – Your favorite photograph of your best friend.
Day 5 – What makes you different from everyone else?
Day 6 – A photo of an animal you’d love to keep as a pet.
Day 7 – Your dream wedding.
Day 8 – A song to match your mood.
Day 9 – A photo of the item you last purchased.
Day 10 – A photo of your favorite place to eat.
Day 11 – A picture of your favorite memory
Day 12 – Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Day 13 – A picture of your favorite band or artist
Day 14 – A TV show you’re currently addicted to.
Day 15 – Something you don’t leave the house without.
Day 16 – Short term goals for this month and why
Day 17 – How you hope your future will be like.
Day 18 – 5 things that irritate ME about opposite/same sex
Day 19 – A picture of something you want to do before you die
Day 20 – The meaning behind your blog name.
Day 21 – A photo of something that makes you happy.
Day 22 – A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.
Day 23 – 15 facts about you.
Day 24 – A photo of something that means a lot to you.
Day 25 – Who are you?
Day 26 – A photo of somewhere you want to go.
Day 27 – What kind of person attracts you?
Day 28 – In this past month, what have you learned?
Day 29 – Something you could never get tired of doing.
Day 30 – A photograph of yourself today + three good things that have happened in the past 30 days

okay, she is mad now. she? no it's me

"when trust and friendship i gave is being treated as a useless piece of crap. i won't give a damn about the person anymore. once it's taken away, i can't replace it with a new one. so get the hell out of my life!!"

you, i tried to treat you better so that you won't feel being left out
now you back stabbed everyone, not just me.

friendship is based on a few core things
when one of it is gone
i'm not sure i can treat you better starting from now

i know we can't judge someone based on how long we know them 
but based on how much we know them

it's true, so i tried to know you and not labeling people just because of the outside
we tried to accept your weakness
but sorry, the same kindness won't come again

we don't want to see you again
me too

our ways on doing this might be a little harsh
but you were acting harsher

now i understand why mum says, never believe someone with 100 percent confidence
because if they betray you
you'll feel worst

by the way
thank you for your precious lesson

January 16, 2011

lucky number 19

the number 'one' and 'nine'

has always be an important number for me
if ss3 msia is confirmed to be on that date

then that will be double triple important!!

ohhhh~ i am in an exhaustingly happy mode 

January 15, 2011

new zodiac sign and chart! no way! i'm forever an Aquarius person!

did you guys know? now we have 13 zodiac sign instead of 12?
the new sign is called the Ophiuchus

so when I'm used to be an in Aquarius group
i changed to Capricon

look at this!

Capricorn: Jan. 20 - Feb. 16
Aquarius: Feb. 16 - March 11
Pisces: March 11- April 18
Aries: April 18- May 13
Taurus: May 13- June 21
Gemini: June 21- July 20
Cancer: July 20- Aug. 10
Leo: Aug. 10- Sept. 16
Virgo: Sept. 16- Oct. 30
Libra: Oct. 30- Nov. 23
Scorpio: Nov. 23- Nov. 29
Ophiuchus: Nov. 29- Dec. 17
Sagittarius: Dec. 17- Jan. 20

no way! i'm forever an Aquarius
even though it doesn't effect who we are
and as Muslim we cannot believe in zodiac sign
but the fun will gone..hehe

btw, no need to worry coz it just the other constellation!

to know more about this confusing news
try reading this!

January 14, 2011

when coldness of the air surpass everything~

Oh my my, this is an entry from a bad girl (currently). I am sitting on the second row in the computer lab, staring at the screen in front, listening to the babbling of my enthusiastic lecturer, with a grumbling stomach and almost frozen fingers. It is so cold outside since there was a little rain before.To make things worst, this computer lab is an air conditioned one. Ohh~heaven!

My nose is a little red, and my feet can't stay still. Class is supposed to finish at 12.30 this afternoon but thanks to the Nets Society ( a club for networking students in UiTM Shah Alam) , we are going to have the so called 'annual grand meeting' this evening. 2.00 pm till 5.30. Oh yeah, for the whole three and a half an hour! That must be really fun, and I am really looking forward to it. Blerggghhh~ don't believe that! Of course I hate it! My precious free Friday evening is taken away by a stupid meeting where we, the juniors will be sitting silently watching the unfamiliar seniors conquering the event.

It is not that I hate the seniors or what, I just think that would be a little awkward. Then the not-so-shy me will abruptly turn into the most passive girl in the hall. Yupp! I hate first meeting with strangers. It's not that I can't handle first meeting, but I rather not to have it. Ahaa..I know, I am the little-miss-living-in-her-own-world.

Making things a lot better,

I planned to go home this weekend but once again (and as usual), the dream was crushed before it even started. Thanks to the corriculum activities for the students. I have to sacifice both my Saturday and Sunday.Arghhh~ feels like skipping all the meetings. Na Shiroooo! (means I hate it-in Korean ^^)

Duhh Duhhh

There are still about 35 minutes left. I think most of the student here can't focused on the talk anymore. Plus, having the PC and Internet in front us. The lecturers can't expect us to be fully focused on the board right?! For good sake! I did say this before. It's freezing cold! Even my fingers feels numb while typing this.

And now, my friend Nurul is making everyone hungrier! She showed us her "famous" oreo cheesecake she made during last semester break. I really think that I should keep my lips shut thight or else there might be something dripping from my mouth! Ohh, Nurul, now I'm craving for some cheesecake! Should I go and browse for Secret Recipe branch in Shah Alam? I might as well go after the meeting. LOL :p

So, I think I should typing now before I get caught!
Byebye guys!

P/s: A little sad because I can't go blogwalking as often as before! Omma! I want a broadband!

January 11, 2011

the one of two string that connect us is gone

you won't know how heartbroken i am
when one day i saw you are not there anymore
the word 'gone'
fill my head and my heart hurt

you don't know and you won't know
since i won't tell you anyhow
because i am such a loser

i tell myself to forget and let go
day by day
for years

why are you ruining me like this
i feel i can wait for you even for ten more years
 feels like you are someone who is worth waiting for

of course i don't know love
but since it was so strange to me
it become more precious

i thought i could say goodbye
but there are times
when i am hurting and sad
i think about you the most

if the three magical wish exists
i would wish to be near with you
so i can see you
i would wish for your smile
because that would make me smile too
i would wish that the time we spend together
will be as long as it can be

i won't wish that you will come to me
that is selfish
i want to be someone that you need
not someone which has no difference than an unbearable burden

will there be a day when you finally understand my heart?

just once.

stressful , awkward, unbearable
for once today
i want to escape it all

January 09, 2011

still dazed

i have nothing much to say
but i didn't get to recover my spirit fully now

hope will be much better tomorrow because class started on monday
hope farah and syira will be fine too?

wondering why i am like this?

January 08, 2011

yesterday's car accident. i'm still in my sub-conscious mind till now. thank god, i'm still alive.

 while writing this, thinking about what happen yesterday. it seems so unreal and absurd. we ( farah,syira and me) were coming back from giant seksyen 13 after finished buying stuffs for our new home since i didn't stay in college anymore. after dinner we head out to the parking lot and start loading all the shopping stuffs we had bought, a quite handful one because we need to restock the kitchen's fridge.
  it was a silent journey and everybody was focusing on the road. about 5 min journey from giant, we reached a big roundabout near shah alam stadium and there was the place where all of this happen. everything happen so fast that i can't recall who is at fault and why does the accident happen. all i know is after the moment syira shouts farah's name, there's a loud sound and the sound of broken glasses fills my head.
 i was dumbstruck and sat still at the back seat, when the front car's driver got out and start to yell at us i started to get it and feels some throbbing pain on my knee and chest. since the car model was proton satria, i'm stuck at the back for awhile, with shaking hands and body.
  after i got out from the half crash car, with half functioning brain i went to sat for awhile on the pavement. seeing farah talking to the driver, syira standing still on the side of the road and the shattered pieces of glass everywhere, i started to snap out of it and regain my sense. ignoring the pain on my knee, i went straight to farahlina because she was the most shocked one among us, the other car's driver keep pushing her to pay money to repair the car while farah was having problem to say anything because she was too shocked.
  to make thing worst, my phone credit was too low so i can't make any call while farah's phone ran out of battery. syira had started calling her boyfriend, there was five to six car that stopped to help us. i get a little bit relieved because except for me, farah and syira doesn't get hurt. 
  there was a little fight between the other car drivers that stop to help us with the involved car's driver. since he kept demanding for some money and didn't give us the chance to call our parents. it was loud there and i feel a little bit dizzy and my knee had started to become swollen that i had some difficulties to stand and walk around.
  after about 30 minutes of talking and fighting, we decided to make a report at the police station. we wait for the towing car to arrive while transferring the stuffs we had bought into another helping person car. i was so thankful that there were many kind people that stopped to help us and we didn't even get the chance to say thank you to everyone that had stopped and help.
  around 10pm, we were at the police station (the place i hate the most) making official report of the accident. since i wasn't involve in writing the report neither giving the statement, i was sitting alone in the waiting room. syira was talking to her boyfriend that has arrived a few minutes before. at that time, i felt so lonely and scared. my hand keep searching for someone's number to call, i felt like i have to talk to someone or else i am going to have a major breakdown. the throbbing in the knee started to get worst and i can see the bulge even from the outer of my jeans.
  after everything was settled, we head home. everyone was silent, farah was crying and thankfully i was busy texting my friend so that i didn't take much attention to the fact that we were inside a car. i don't think i will be able to sit happily in a car for awhile.
  at home, nana and ili helped us unpacking the stuffs we bought, farah helped me applied some ice on my left knee, and syafiq called me to make sure everything is okay. i am thankful to everyone. even though the after effect hasn't left me completely that i have missed today koko meeting, but with everyone around i feel a lot better. 
  maybe i will go to the clinic this evening to do some checkup. and i need mc too for skipping today's meeting. this entry might be a little long so whoever finish this, thank you. 

January 06, 2011

when sadness sweeps everything

i love listening to slow song
but some song can abruptly change my mood
from happy to sad

just like the lagenda budak setan ost
the lyrics is sad :(
gosh.i shouldn't be listening to it at all!

[Bila Cinta]

Bila cinta kini
Tak lagi bermakna
Yang ku rasa kini
Hanyalah nestapa
Ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu

Dulu kau tawarkan
Manisnya janjimu
Yang ku sambut itu
Dengan segenap hatiku
Hingga engkau pergi

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hinggaku memilih
Cinta yang fana

Perginya dirimu
merobek jantungku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan

kusebut namamu
disetiap doaku
bangkitkan setiap 
kenangan tentangmu
yangku dapat 
hanyalah bayangmu

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hinggaku memilih
Cinta yang fana



 Perginya dirimu
merobek jantungku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan

Dalam harapan ...uuuu

credit lyrics: mana blog tah..dah copy lama dalam lappy.mianhe :(

real friendship..everyone is like family

tonight i met some of prev school friends
talk and laugh a little
reminiscing beautiful funny,awkward, sad and etc moments that we miss

now i understand the meaning of friendship that last forever.

btw,will talk more about first week of 2nd semester in UiTM later
till then..bye^^

January 02, 2011

she moved on..me?

i read moon's entry today
she seems happy
she says she has moved on

i want to be like her too
moving on forgetting something that hurtful

please give me those content feeling i had before this
i want to smile happily again
without the fake one ruining everything

my mood these days are as sad as the melody i have in my blog

will i get back those happy rhythm i had once before this
please pray for me 

Kalau Exercise Macam Ben Ashaari Takdelah Jadi Macam Ni!

hi korang semua
hari ini post entri pakai broadband housemate je
bangun pagi-pagi ni
rasa macam baru kena himpap dengan anak gajah je
sakit-sakit badan semua

yelah, mana taknya
semalam pindah rumah sewa
dapurnya amatlah bersih macam "wth?"

penatlah aku and housemate aku mengemas
basuh semua pinggan-pinggan
bersihkan peti ais
sapu buang habuk-habuk dekat kabinet kitchen
hah..bersin tu tak payah cakaplah
siap bapak resdung datang menyerang

dahlah segala spesies anak lipas penuh
agaknya penyewa lama tak pernah guna dapur kot

malam lepas maghrib keluar pulak pergi beli barang dapur
beras, garam, gula etc
kitorang beli tong sampah gak
gila penat angkut menda alah tu semua sampai teksi stand

tulah, orang pesan cari boyfriend kaya tak mau
senang je suruh boyfriend tumpangkan kereta

hari ini nak sambung kemas
kena mop seluruh rumah
sakit lagi lah pinggang aku ni

lain kali kena exercise selalu macam abang ben ashaari
baru lah mantap!

ni tak, keje sikit dah lembik

okay lah guys..nak start kemas rumah II

January 01, 2011

Entri Last Before Balik Kampus

Since this monday class will start again as usual
I might be a bit busy
So less update

Hope will get internet connection in new house!
So tata! annyeong!
See you guys later ^^


Listen..To You

No it’s not me, it really doesn’t make sense
Whenever I eat or sleep I only see you, I think I’m crazy
I hated you because you always torment me
How? I don’t know how, I have come to love you, it’s strange

My heart listens to you from head to toe
Though friends tease me, my heart only hears you
One two three you are smiling, you take my breath away
Everyday I collect your smile to cook a dish called “Love”
Forever I love you love you
love you love you love you~
Why don’t you leave me alone even for a moment?
Even though my heart is blocked, it still only calls for you
I’m excited when cooking for you so I whistle
Even though I cut my finger, my heart is happy thinking about your brilliant smile
My heart listens to you from head to toe
Though friends tease me, my heart only hears you
One two three you are smiling, you take my breath away
Everyday I collect your smile to cook a dish called “Love”
Passing the night, passing the night…pass again
Though my memory is fading
My heart and my smiling eyes will not leave you
My heart listens to you from head to toe
Even though the whole world is laughing, my heart only hears you
One two three you are smiling, you take my breath away
Everyday I collect your spirit and kiss you to say I love you
Forever I love you love you
love you love you love you~
oh my baby my love
 [kyuhyun pasta ost]

Waking up in 3AM realizing it's 2011 already.

Oh my my.. I missed the countdown
I fell asleep around 10pm
Waking up at 3am realizing it's January 2011 already!
30 days to go before my birthday!

Well first and foremost!
New Year speech!!

My wish! My hope!

My hope for this year that it will be a much better year for me
In every aspect especially studies!
I don't get much luck in 2010
Maybe it's me that is lacking
So for 2011
There is no way I'm letting it to happen again!

Hope this year  would be a year of happiness
Hope my heart will stop playing around
7 years is long enough
I need to forget certain unimportant things
Like that person.
Totally forget that person. Sigh.Sigh

And with this entry I wanna wish Sungmin Oppa a very happy birthday!
Saengil chukahamnida!
Oppa, hope you will have a great year ahead!

Back to the topic

Since people have high expectation on me
I hope I won't let them down anymore
It's too much for me seeing the people I love become sad

I wish for a happier life, a better me
I wish for smooth sailing year
I wish for a change of future

I hope in this new year
 I won't have to face some stupid stupid stupid problem which mostly is not my fault
Totally not mine

I wish for a better health
I wish for more money! $_$ hehe
I wish for you

Things I wanna do in 2011

Sometimes life can be hard.
But I don't want that to spoil the mood!
Let's have a blast in 2011